my first day up in grantham with matt... he met me outside the train station and it felt unreal seeing his face up close. like in a way i didn't know who he was. he looked exactly the same as i remember but it felt like i was seeing him for the first time. it was quite an uneasy feeling to be honest. we tried to talk like normal but it was difficult to get back into the swing of things after nearly 4 weeks apart.
luckily the tension didn't last long. soon enough we were talking as if we'd never been apart. i'd missed his sense of humour and all the little things he'd say that made me laugh. kissing him felt new and exciting, maybe long distance relationships can be better for a healthy balance. i mean those times when i miss him feel like they're unbearable but if this is how it feels when i finally see him again then maybe it can work.
im trying not to think about friday and the thought of leaving. im just trying to hold onto every little thing as it comes along.
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